It's hard to live a life that's full of sins and hate
no one to help you up when you fall down and cry
No one loves you no one cares
you wonder why life's so unfair
you sit in your room with the door locked, blinds closed
that's where you lose control
you cut your wrists, you let the blood flow
you scream, you yell
the pain is so unreal
you cover them up and walk to school alone
no one know what you're about to do.
you fake a smile down the hall,
but suddenly.. you fall
all of your razors, and all of your blades, they all fall to the ground.
everyone stares, and starts whispering your name.
you pick them up and start to run.
you run through doors, and across streets until you see your gun
the bullets are loaded, the shot is clear, you wait until no one is near.
you pull the trigger
you fall to the ground, with a bullet through your head.
you lay there smiling, you know that your dying
you knew it would happen one day.
you close your eyes, and goes to sleep, knowing that you'll never hurt again..
