Things just aren't
As they used to be
My friends see your pictures
And they ask me
Who is that guy
Who is he
I say i don't want to talk about it
Just whatever
I don't want to tell them
Not now not ever
I stare at you pictures
And push back the tears
I see my eyes get blurry
In the mirror
I have to stay strong
For myself all the time
When others ask how I'm doing
I say I'm fine
Which is just another lie so from them
I hide myself
To keep it bottled up
They say is not good for my health
But ya know what
Screw you
What you can't seem to comprehend
Is I can handle myself
And I'll do what i want where and when
