Last moments

The silence is killing me,
hold me as i die,
"remember me" i whisper,
you whisper back, "goodbye".
as i see my life before my eyes,
i see tears in yours,
i wish that things could just go back,
to the way they were before.
back when i was happy,
when i danced in the rain,
now all it does is hide my tears,
as i cry from all this pain.
pain i feel inside my heart,
pain that can't be healed,
all this pain's too much for me,
but i just learned to deal.
that's why i began to cut myself,
deeper all the time,
but this time,
I've cut too deep,
limp in your arms,
I've died.