I am lost without your soul
It took all my pain and put it somewhere
Far from my broken heart memories
Of past sadness on my soul
As I walk along this road
I feel child like
As I have no fear
You never beat me or touch me wrong
So I trusted for the first time, in so many years
Your beauty warmed my tender heart so
All these years I never loved a soul
How wrong
But you gave me the strength to face my fears
I wake at night and remember all my tears
Then you left me after you lied and cheated
And all my pain returned with an added fear
I feel like a beaten dog, left to die on the road
I shake at night when I remember the fear of loving you my dear
Now I can not love another
And have not you see
Because my fear is joined by my new friend hate and there such a great team
They love to torture me, in my dreams
They let me replay the day I saw you in a naked embrace
Now I enjoy nothing at all
As I sit by my phone for nines years
Wanting for you to call
To tell me you sorry for not loving me
Till then I will wait for you or god to call
In the end all I want is to leave the shame of loving you at all
