Between blank and memory

Though youre not really here
I still pretend youre sitting right over there
Call me crazy, guess youve drugged me
Cuz Ive been seeing your spirit everywhere
Just wish it wasnt just a dream, or fantasy

I remember, but I can tell you never will
And this saddness is making me ill
Didnt wanna be pulled in this far
But you didnt know what happened
So I guess its not all your fault
Then suddenly your gone
And I find it, so hard to breathe
Then Im left here alone
Between blank and memory

Been lost, filled with grief
And only you could cure me
None of them understand why
I fight the urge to cry
Over not having you
And blaming you for being so cruel
I dont care that its not fair
You dont know what Im going through

I remember, but I can tell you never will
And this saddness is making me ill
Didnt wanna be pulled in this far
But you didnt know what happened
So I guess its not all your fault
Then suddenly your gone
And I find it, so hard to breathe
Then Im left here alone
Between blank and memory

Dont trick me into thinking you love me
Ive had more then I can take
Just please fix my heartbreak
With those words you did but did not say
And will never say

I remember, but I can tell you never will
And this saddness is making me ill
Didnt wanna be pulled in this far
But you didnt know what happened
So I guess its not all your fault
Then suddenly your gone
And I find it, so hard to breathe
Then Im left here alone
Between blank and memory