Drained from happiness

How can you be so happy
As they make fun of you
I dont see a point in laughing
When i know Ill never be with you
Ive lost all my happiness
Guess she toke it all from me
Is life really worth all this pain and misery
Cuz I know this isnt and never will be
So why am I so alone
With no one to talk to
I should get used to this
Being drained from happiness