There is somthing about me...

There is something about me you don't know
That I should probably tell you
There is something about me you don't know
So listen close

The fact of the matter is
I tend to fall to quickly
The fact of the matter is
I don't know what to do

I wanna love and I mean truly love
But no matter what I do, it always fails on me
Either I hurt them, or they hurt me
It's something I don't want any more now

I want to love her, yet my heart will not let me
She loves me, she is allowed but what shall I do
This makes no sense, I thought we all had free will
In the end I will love, but who will my love be

There is something about me you don't know
I want to love but I really can't
My heart's to weak to let anyone in
The wall is fortified and indestructible

What will it take for me to long, care, and love someone
What will it take for me to be allowed the freedom to choose
My heart wants love, yet it is unable to handle it
Oh what shall I do to fix this

It makes no sense it really doesn't
My heart wants love yet in a way
Cannot accept the emotions of it
And I hate I really do

So you ask why I run
So you ask why I hide
Well, this is why
My hearts is too damn shy

Not stable enough for you
Not stable enough for me
I want to call you my boo
And true love is what I want to see

But, in the end, I guess I fail
The be that night in shining armor
I will have to do, with what I got
Get on a boat and just set sail

So the point is
I want to love you however I can't
My heart won't let me free
But, you will always be in my dreams in in my head

Thanks for being a good friend when I needed you