Ive drowned to the bottom of my life.
I'm wrecked into shredded glass
my stomach is as tight as a violin
i need to take a hit to calm me down.
i see rainbow colors.
i see clowns, they scare me.
they want to dance with me
but i cant move, so i watch.
some giggle some cry
i feel like I'm going in circles like on a carousel ride.
it wont stop its going to fast
i feel like I'm flying
I'm free
this is how life should be
now I'm back to my knotted stomach and horrible life
i need more to calm me down
this is the only thing that can help me now.
