After Love

I can't take anymore
I'm so sick of this ache
I can't take anymore tears
My heart's starting to break

The laughter is gone
The emptiness fills
It's breaking so slowly
With it goes my freewill

The clouds roll in
Behind my eyes
Every passing moment
A part of me dies

Why can't I fix it?
This totaltarian reign
Of my heart and my soul
Why can't I get rid of the pain?

It seems every day's different
From the day before
There's no more love to be found
But I'm aching for more

My soul's already been sold
For a new pleasure gained
It's all a big joke
The emotions are feigned

I realize now
That my heart is gone
Probably never returning
To face a new dawn

The darkness is calling
To help ease the pain
I can't help but feel
I have nothing to gain