He dosent understand
my heart is locked up
protected by a wall
I cant let no one in
I cant let it fall
It was put there long ago
but not by me
my first true love
he is the one who holds the key
My soul is lifeless
its easy to tell
i wish this all would just fade away
I need to bid him fairwell
I may look like I care
It may look like its love
just because its white dosent mean its a dove
I cant lead him on
loves not what i feel
he deserves to know the truth
he needs to know its not real
I cant love anymore
its just something i cant do
I need to be strong
but my hearts broken in to
Why cant this just be over why cant it all end
all i need right now
is just a friend....
