Do you really care?

You say you care,
You say you'll always be there,
But I just can't belive that.

The pain is killing me,
I don't know what to do,
I want to be free,
but I dont know if I can trust you.

I've tried cutting my pain away,
it worked for awhile,
but the pain stayed.

I know it was stupid,
but im not perfect,
although I think it was worth it.

I know you're there,
So, my question is,

Do you really care?