A lost soul

I dont know what to do

but to think about you

to think what happend to you

why did it happen to you

how could it

the car

the people

you just had to go didnt you

so now you leave me crying

alone

i loved you more then mom and dad

and you knew that so why did you go

although

it hurts

you had a reason

i still havnt understood

after all these years

nothing but tears

i still havnt fallin

because i know you wouldnt want that

i know you dont like me writing this

i know you probably dont like me

now becuase of what ive become just because of you

i miss you

and the last words i said to you

was i hate you

i feel sad and lonely

without you

im just another lost soul

but show me the way

i promise to obey

just as long as you stay by my side

and forget

that our love

iis stronger then life itself

to death with u and me

i wish i didnt have to see

you like this

why couldnt it be me

when i saw you in that hospital bed

i couldnt bare to look

so i went to sit in the hall

the next thing i knew

mom and dad came out crying

i knew

i flew to the ground crying

hitting my fists to the ground

now your gone

and im alone

nothing to do

but think about you