I smiled for you today
I heard of your daughter.
I seen her picture
And my first though was she's beautiful
she looked just like you with her small everything
and dark eyes.
I cried for you today
and inside apart of me died.
The part where you use to be.
I cried till I ran out of tears,
big horrible tears.
One's you would of likes
You know the ones where your body shakes
and you gasp for breath
Not very lady like.
I had girly club for you today
I ditched our boyfriends...
we no longer have.
I sat in pure silence
randomly laughing.
Until I was found.
I called someone beautiful today
Like you did for me,
when I didn't feel very pretty.
You would of been proud.
I apologized for you today
I know you disapprove
But your brother was hurting
I just had too.
I said goodbye to you today
I freed you from my mind
I agreed that it was time
I missed you today!
Vi. I miss you everyday.
Thereâ??s a whole where you use to be
The part that kept me stable no matter what.
Always there for me,
picking me up.
When I lost my balance and would fall
Now It's okay
now iI'lljust get to know the ground.
I didn't forget to love you today
even though your no longer here.
Just thought I'd let you know
