Russian Angel Bestowed Upon Me

Dedicated to Sofia L., The only Russian Love for me

A cyber love is a cyber love
However, it is still love
Whether you have seen the person or not
You love them for them

That is the was I was when I was blessed one day
Doing what I do on the computer and then, Sofia pops into my life
Was one of the happiest days of my life
A beautiful girl who I connected with immediately

She was a Russian beauty that is for sure
Long brown hair and gorgeous blue eyes how could you go wrong
Beautiful yes, but that is not what attracted me
The personality of an angel, kind, sweet and caring, overall amazing

Day by day we talked and talked
If we went one day without it, we thought something was wrong
Our friendship grew and grew faster than expected
But neither was complaining because we were both happy

We knew more and more as each day came and past
There isn't a conversation that I would change
Speaking that I Hew to love and love is not worth changing
Before long, maybe 2 weeks or so if that, we discovered what love was about

I found out if she already had a man, and she said no
I ask if she would want but she wasn't so sure
I ensured her I would not let her down
I told her that I loved her

We started going out, everything smooth as can be
Still learning more, but enjoying ever second
I loved her and she loved me or so I believed
Nothing was against us and everyone behind us

With a family of friends behind us in our clan
Made everything easier to say and do
A while later things went bad
Unfortunately things had to end with a horrible let down

I left the family but what she didn't know
I still wanted to be with her, because the problems were not her
I had issues with people and fights began
But, the only thing never to end was my love for Sofia

To this day we still talk and laugh
But things are not like they used to be, very sad indeed
I love her with all my heart and wish for a second chance
But i know I will not get it, for she has moved on
Being as I am a fighter, a soldier, and a survivor, I REFUSE to give up on the love of my life

Sofia Lyubarsky, my Russian Angel and one true love
Twas a cyber love but a love at that
I still wish to meet her, and be with her so
Maybe one day, I will be taken back and we shall have our home

Well, it's months later and I am still in love
Surviving like survivors do
Till the day I die I will fight tooth and nail to get her back
Just because at times I am taken, does not mean I do not love you