I am here!
Can you not see the blood at my feet?
Do you not care why I did it?
I don’t have everything you want!
I wish I could give you the world!
But I can only give you what is in my heart!
I give you this all the time yet I do not get I back!
Am I that bad to you?
Have I done something that wrong?
Why do I not get my love back!
I wish I knew the answers you seek!
I ask you every day!
Yet you do not listen!
Why do I speak into the wind?
If I could I would cut this pain away!
But I said I would never do that again for you!
I changed for you!
Changed the way I lived!
Changed the way I believed!
And you just watched with eyes turned away!
Why did I change for you?
Why don’t you like the way I am now!
Do you hate me that much?
Do you want me to go?
To go far from your arms?
Even though I never see your arms!
I never see your face!
I ask to come over and u say yes!
Then on the day you say no!!
What have I done to deserve this?
Well then I have my answer!
I have the way to show you now!
But will you see it!
Or will you just walk away from my closed door?
Will you try to get in or just stare at the blood?
Well! Open the door!
See what you have done!
Look into my eyes and see the last image of pain in there!
Good bye! xoxo
