Is it hard to apologize? part-2

Although my eyes are not crying
but my heart is filled with tears
with a brave face i keep on smiling
even though my soul is sinking in fears
it hurts me so deep whenever I think about it
is it that hard to say i am sorry is it hard to say it?
i am very sad that i am apart from you
but I can't come to you although i need you
not until you admit that you made a mistake
because this is the life; you need to give to be able to take

(one day he will read this poem, i just hope he will understand what i want to say)