Everytime

Everytime you log on...
my heart starts beating a wee bit faster,
She told me to ignore you,
that would bring your attention to me longer...

But I can\\\'t help myself,
I\\\'m not desperate...
I know you think I\\\'m over those days.
But I can\\\'t just put you back on that shelf...
Something about you make\\\'s me think it\\\'s not too late.

Everytime you reply,
I reply back.
And when you don\\\'t answer I silently die,
And I realized the sense that I severley lack.

Everytime we talk about this,
it\\\'s like a last kiss.
Even though I want to go on...
I know this is the end of this sweet bliss...

So everytime you log on,
I think of you and me.
And then I remember those days have gone,
when it was not you and me...but it was we.

Everytime I see you,
my feelings fade a little.
And I know it\\\'s happening to you too,
because as the days pass what\\\'s between has become a riddle.

Our feelings into sorrow have slowly been dissolved...
A riddle that you feel should remain unsolved...
and everytime you say those words to me...
my heart skips faster and I die a little bitterly