Ever since i was a little girl ive looked up to you in a way that i cant look up to anyone else.
Ever since you and mom split when i was three i remember going to your house every second weekend.
until i was fourteen and i was board of always going out to the farm and i wanted to be with my freinds.
Now that i think about i regret not comming out to see you.
I remember not talking to you for months on end because we knew one another was alirght and if i needed anything i could call you in an instant.
now im turning into a young adult. I miss not spending my days with you. i realized that even if a day goes by that i dont talk to you, i think about you all the time. your still my hero and ill always be your little girl. Even if i wasnt there when you needed me the most. Just know that i know now how important you are to me, and how much i need you in my life, how much it really means to you to see my once a week and it makes you even happier when i drive an hour once a week just to come and see you. Daddy, your my everything.
I hate myself for not spending all the time with you that i could have. And now ive planned to make up for it. Dont worry daddy. even if im growing up faster then you can handle. youll always be my father, and i always keep you near.
