26 lines of confusion

Shes lost in a happy nightmare
Where all her dreams come true
Hes all she ever wanted
and everything she ever knew
Shes confused and restless
scared and anxious
thinking yes and saying no
all she can see is grey sunshine
and shes not sorry
but she cant stop apologizing
though she made a promise
when she finally told the truth
but she lied enough
she sits waiting
worried about what will really happen
because she looked when she wasnt supposed to
her feelings bleed out of the songs
thats why she doesnt sing anymore
the sleepless nights are her best
shes waited so long for this moment
and cant wait for it to be over
her feelings run so deep they soon become shallow
shes lost inside but knows her way
she will give in without a fight
she uses the word \"love\" but doesnt know the meaning
but hopefully soon she\'ll understand.