To Forget

Sometimes I wish I could forget
That I met some people I've met
But if I did, there would be a hole
Where the memory played a role

Which would be worse?
To forget or to remorse?
I don't want to remember pain
Or moments I've gone insane

I don't want to re-feel them
I just want to let them go
So I can expand and grow

I keep running from my fears
And stop these tears
I don't want to see anything
I don't want to keep crying

I need to get a grip
As my heart starts to rip
I can feel the horror
I can see the terror

How can I get relief?
Can we make it brief?
I wish my memory could be erased
And be embraced

Only by love
Not by pain
So I won't be alone
Sitting by the phone

Unless things change
My memories won't fade......