I must away

It has been too long now, you must see it in my eyes
My shoulders grow weary as my body cries
I have written every sonnet, sang from every bough and branch
But I cannot, No my dear I cannot, Love you anymore

Every day I have lost, oh Lord, you cannot save me now
I am too far gone, too deceived to ever realize
And it hurts, it hurts so much more than I thought
But it is enough, I cannot base my life around what I despise

I am but a wanderer, stare upon the streetlamps with no desire
You still stand, as I weep, you are beauty as is hell's fire
I see you on the horizon, silent and majestic
But still ever so foreboding through my hatred

Let me go, I beg of you, release me from your service
I can never leave you alone, but I am breaking
I am falling ever deeper within the constant time
Cut me from your service, I am no longer yours for the taking

Freedom, I have forgotten it, so caught up in you, what you were
But you do not feel, you do not remember
As I do, as I do throughout everyday
Rest assured I will never forget, but for now I know I must, away