by Drusilla Dec 11, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
grieving, loss
I turned on my computer, and went on chatting like my usual everyday routine..then i noticed something was horribly wrong with one of my closest friends, i asked her if she was alright.. but she's a different kind, so i asked her more detailed questions, then my friend called me..she learned quickly she called at a wrong time..i then stopped talking, and stopped breathing.. for wut seemed to be like 4ever.. and i could hear the girl on the other line yelling my name.. but i was to far into the words that i was reading to notice... then i finally answered the girl.. and i started breathing again.. and this time faster then ever, the girl on the other line screeched out my name, and asked wuts wrong!?! ur breathing is irregular.. then i couldn't help but burst out and tell her.. by this time i was shaking and breathing heavy and quick.. while starring at the words that seemed to end my happiness... then my friend lay on the other line, speechless, but decided she would call the girl...she then made sure i was calm enough to be on my own for a little while as she calls the other girl..then hang up, while i stare into the hypnotizing screen that now lay in front of me..i whisper....only if she knew wut she's done for me, and wut i would be without her.. she doesn't know how much she means to me.. i could write forever, and it still wouldn't make a dent into showing how much i love her..i can't lose her, not now... |