I was hoping it'd be a different kind of day
But the thoughts in my head won't go away
I'm sarcastic and smiley 'cause I don't want to cry
It doesn't work...that's how bad I want to die
Anything I hear reminds me of the situation
Everything in sight just adds to the temptation
I'm sick of needing to always find a distraction
Since nothing I do has the same satisfaction
Tylenol and Advil are racing through my mind
Maybe it'd work better if I took them combined
I could take a knife and that would do the trick
But I'm not sure that's the method I would pick
What I've said sounds scary, which makes sense
The last stanza you read was pretty intense
But don't judge my safety until you read the end
Because I'm someone on which you can depend
I haven't done it because I'm trying my best
I'll keep my promise and you'll be impressed
There won't be any need to send me anywhere
Because I can stay safe despite this despair
