Too much to ask for

My soul is aching and breaking,
just because you don't have feelings for me
i am currently sad
becuse i am reminded that i cannot be with you
your voice calms me
and you hair is like a fizz ball
but i love it!
i love you
i want you to love me too
but that is too much to ask for?
ofcourse it is because now that you know you feel weird around me
i wish it wasnt this way,
i wish we could just be together
but that is too much to ask for.