by Kamikaze Chaos Dec 12, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
grieving, loss
I still remember the words that changed my life forever. they pound throw my head everyday the words that want me to burst and die in flames. the words leaving a permanent scar in my mind. people tell me to move on i try it doesn't work every time i do it just makes me want to cry my heart out. the person i used to love just left me like that without even having a scratch in her voice. she has meet her true love but she is my true love i cant go on without her she knows it but she doesn't seem to care. she is with someone who she can hold in her arms she is with someone who she can kiss and never forget it she is finally with someone...who can love her. i am with someone who i cant hold touch smell see or hear. i am with just me sitting here crying out tears that can never be repaired. as i walk through the cold winter i can still hear the words that scared me with pain and a remembrance of who i loved. as i look around i see others kissing holding each other loving one another and i think in my head how i cant do it no matter how hard i try. Winter represents how i feel i feel cold dead nothing left in the inside of me. my mind filled with mixed emotions about my true love she doesn't see what i see. i will never forget her i will still love her no matter what i cant let go of the feelings we had thats all i really have memories that bring up the past of my loved one that i cannot get back she is gone forever she is just memory that i will keep forever. |
by Lisa
I think i know u but i must be worng... |