A welcomed dilemma

I am in such a dilemma,
Alot like you feel when you have nausea.
I\'m striding across a river,
rowing happily in my boat.
Until I see something shiny and silver,
jump up and try to grab my throat.

Oh my god!
It\'s a shark!!
I try to hit it with a rod.
You get sharks in rivers?
It\'s aiming for our livers!!
Yes, that\'s what the dilemma feels like,
it\'s very very odd.

I like this really cute guy,
a sight of him itself makes me fall,
I fall so deep,
I fall in a silent sleep,
in a dream I silently fall,
together we are so spicy,
together we are like menthol.

But then I was at this youth meeting,
and I saw my crush\'s friend,
And yes I know it\'s cheating,
but my feelings I can\'t mend.

I fell so hard again,
but this time I visualized TWO hands,
reaching out and then,
everything freezes and time stands.

What a horrible dilemma,
have you two put me in?
I\'m in the middle of an umbra,
and no thoughts am I recieving within.

So I guess I am going to play along with your game,
let your tricks trick me bad.
Because though you pretty boys are confusing this poor dame,
it\'s sort of warm,
doesn\'t make me feel so sad!:)

**This too is sort of wierd...I mean I want to name it dilemma but I\'m not sure ....comment and help pls!!Thx**