I Wonder

I lay awake at night wondering how we got so far apart.
How we went from priceless moments to those i'd rather forget.
How you use to be the 1st and last person i spoke to, now I'm lucky if you call.
I sit and wonder what i did wrong, if i am doing something wrong.
Why all of a sudden your so distant.
Why cant you tell me things you use to.
No longer do we share laughter and the fun times.
Now, distance and loneliness.
I wonder how this can be "love".
How can something that is suppose to make me smile, day in and day out, make me cry.
How can this be "love"?
From my understanding love is suppose to feel good.
Why does this love rip a piece of my heart out daily.