Your Torture Continues...

A week has passed since we lost our love
Yet all the tears I have cried are still not enough
To heal my broken heart thats terribly split apart
A new chapter in my life I know I should now start
But I am still not capable of saying good-bye to our past
Our great love that shamefully ended so fast
For my love to you is still great and true
Im still unable to imagine myself with anyone but you
However, I did start to feel somehow better as days passed by
I kept myself busy so I wouldnt have any time to cry
But when I noticed that a week has passed
I suddenly exploded into tears for all the un-cried days that have passed
I thought I was starting to get used to you not being there
But I was just lying to myself, for life without you is not fair
Why should I go on with my life without you?
When I know that my love to you is rare and true?
I cried so much that night until I actually fell asleep
Fell into a long sleep, so deep
But even that sleep couldnt sweep
Away the painful memories with you
When I woke up, I found a missed call from you
And a message too
Saying that youre sorry for all the trouble you caused
I didnt know how to react, so I remained still and paused
I was too shocked to say or do anything about it
I didnt even know what to think about it
Why do you send me a message after all this time?
Why do you remind me that youre no longer mine?
You ignored me for a week, maybe even forgot about me
So why remember me all of a sudden, and why message me?
I seriously dont know what Im meant to do anymore
Should I stay at home and cry on the floor?
Or should I enjoy my life and walk out the door?
Either way, I can never forget our life together before
And my broken heart is really hard to ignore
Day by day, its killing me even more
So just let me know, tell me
Why do you have to keep on reminding me?
That we can no longer be?
Why do you have to keep on torturing me?