Happy

When you hold me close, i wonder if you will ever let me go.
like I've been let go so many times before,
all of these thoughts running through my head,
why can't i just be happy?
Happy to have you, happy to hold you, not scared to lose you,
to have to go on without you.
will you just stay and let me know you'll always be here,
don't make me live with the fear,
there is a flame in your eyes i can't
see, there is another feeling there,
why wont it let me be happy?
you called me today just to say hello,
it was good to hear your voice,
even though it didn't say what i wanted it to say,
i said goodbye, you said hold on,
after an awkward silence lasting for seemingly forever, i love you is what i heard on the line,
now i can be happy.
I'm happy to have you, happy to hold you, never scared of losing you,
because i love you too.