Lost love

YESTERDAY WHILE I WAS WATCHING THE SPACE
BEYOND THE BLUE CLOUDS I SAW YOUR PRETTY CUTE FACE

I perceived THE WARMTH OF MY LOVE
I perceived THE COLDNESS OF YOUR HATE

I CRIED BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO FAR
I SMILED BECAUSE SOMEHOW YOU STILL DEEP IN MY HEART

I WANTED YOU HERE BY MY SIDE
I WANTED YOU TO HOLD MY TEARS

I THOUGHT YOU'D BE MY SAVIOR
I THOUGHT YOU'D KILL MY FEARS

SOMEHOW I KNEW THAT ITS WON'T LAST LONG
SOMEHOW I KNEW THAT ITS JUST A BEAUTIFUL DREAM

I PICTURED MY SELF HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS
I PICTURED MY SELF KISSING YOU TENDERLY AND SOFT

YOU USED TO BE MY DELECTATION DONATOR
YOU USED TO BE THE MEDICINE FOR MY WOUNDS

GENTLY YOU TOOK MY HEART
PUNGENTLY YOU STABBED IT HARD

BY YOUR ATTENTION YOU GRANTED ME CONFIDENCE TO STAND
BY YOUR NEGLIGENCE YOU KILLED MY HOPES AND WRECKED ME DOWN

THE DESTINY WAS TOO CRUEL
THE DESTINY HAS PLAYED FOOL

HOW LONG MUST I HOLD MY BROKEN HEART
HOW LONG MUST I PRETEND AS EVERYTHING IS FINE

AM TIRED OF BEING FORGOTTEN LIKE OLD candelabrum
AM TIRED OF BEING LONELY IN MY DARK COLD ROOM

WHY I,V BEEN FORBADE TO SMILE
WHY I COULDN'T EVEN FAKE SOME JOY

I USED TO SAY I LOVE YOU LOUDLY HIGH
AND NOW AM WHISPERING FAINTLY GOODBYE