Silent Torture

Your eyes are full of shame
You aimed right for pain
But yet, no one believes my claim

I'm trying to move on
Making myself forget you were my icon
And letting you know you haven't won

You were my friend
The one to defend me
Then you hurt me so badly
And made me feel trashy

I'm finding out more things
But I refuse to believe they ever happened
I'm sickened
I feel you auctioned away my purity
And made nothing of me