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by silence Dec 12, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
My Demise I'm down and depressed And I want to die But alas I sit alone and cry Why is life so hard And I'm not so strong Why do I even try It will always go wrong I think about The life I've had All the pain and heartbreak It hurts so bad I haven't eaten in days And yet still I can't get the urge It's not my will The lights are off The sun is gone It's dark now The demons have won I lay on my bed I close my eyes I scream into my pillow And wait for my demise I sit back up And take a pill This will help With my urge to kill I look at pictures of friends Pictures of the past All of these times I thought would last My eyes start to blur And before I know it I've taken to many pills My body will show it All of my life I've delt with pain It doesn't matter It's all in vain At this moment I close my eyes I've accomplished it now I've met my demise