My Dear Friend, I Miss You

You were one of them,
my friends,
what did you do?
how could you?!

I loved you,
now I miss you,
yes, it's pathetic,
but so are you at this point,

I think I care,
much more than you think,
but long do you not know,
you were my best friend,

you were there,
when I needed support,
when I needed you most you helped me,
where are you now?

your the biggest dork,
and made me laugh like crazy,
how could you do this to me,
I thought you loved me too,

but now things are different,
and my smile is gone,
I can't believe you did this,
how long will this take?

so now I'll just sit here,
missing the old you,
the past may not lift,
but you can forgive

-Beth
{not meant to rhyme or anything}