I am me

I'm sick of sitting and watching
Everyone argue
About the way that I turned out
Blaming it on him or you.

I try to get a word in
But they over power me
The yelling and the screaming
Of four word obscenities

They say things with out thinking
"She's different because of you"
"It is all your f@$*ing fault"
"Look what you made her do!"

When the truth is that it's my fault
Because I'm me because of me
I like being different
So what if I'm not ordinary

&maybe if you took the time,
Worried less of what they say
You would find that you were happy,
On the cloudiest of days

&then maybe you'll get it
Why I am the way I am
That being this way makes me happy
And that none of it's pretend

Then again I could be wrong
You may never understand
That it's not always someone's fault
And ill be shut down once again

The fighting will regain control
Another victim I will be
Of the fighting and the cursing
Of why I'm supposedly unhappy

So go ahead and ignore me
Ignore everything that I say
Ill just sit and listen
To who is wrong that day