Does he realize

I don't think he realizes
What he's doing to me
With all the lies that he tells
They make me feel empty

I told him how I felt
He said he felt the same
I went along with it all
Even though to him it was just a game

He made me feel so complete
He made me feel alive
And soon he was the only thing
My heart needed to survive

And that's what makes this story
Such an ironic tale
Cause he was the one my heart needed
And now he's reason why my heart's begun to fail

I kind of find it funny
All though it hurts me very much
To say that he's the one I need
Cause he's more then just a crush

But I don't know how to ask
If this is all pretend
Am I wasting all my time
To be hurt in the end

I feel like a failure
Like I'm giving up to soon
Some times I just sit and cry
All alone in my room

I drain away the thoughts
The thoughts of him inside
I just try to forget
And then I begin to hide

I'm becoming the person
That I once used to know
The one that acted happy
The feeling would never show

But I'm tired of always being sad
And I no longer want to be
The person who hides herself
The girl on one can truly see

So if you do not mind
Please stop being fake
Because my heart is fragile
And it's begun to break