LIFE SUCKS

LIFE IS SO HARD. LIFE IS NOT FAIR. I TRY MY BEST BUT ALL I GET IS AIR. JUDGED BY ALL CUZ I DON'T WEAR A SIZE EXTRA SMALL. I CANT FIT INTO A SIZE 2. LIFE IS HORRIBLE. LIFE IS CRUEL.

I HATE MYSELF. SELF REGET CONTINUES 2 FLOW THROUGH MY HEAD. IF ONLY U NEW HOW BAD I JUST WANTED 2 B JUST LIKE U. TEARS FALL DOWN MY EYES CAUSE U DON'T EVEN CARE WHATS INSIDE.

LEAVE ME ALONE. NO I'M NOT PERFECT NOR AM I STRONG. ALL 2GETHER MY HEART IS NUMB. NEVER HAVE I CRIED SO MANY USE-LESS TEARS. NEVER HAVE I THOUGHT ABOUT DEATH AS A THRILL. NEVER HAVE I HATED LIFE WITH EVERY WILL. NEVER WAS I PERFECT. ILL ALWAYS HAVE MY FLAWS. U JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL.

MY TEARS MAY FADE AWAY FROM SIGHT BUT DEEP INSIDE THEY WILL REMAIN 4 ALL OF TIME. HARD 2 UNDERSTAND? THATS PROBABLY CUZ UR NOT ME. U DON'T SEE ME AS I DO. JUST CUZ I WALK AROUND WITH A SMILE UPON MY FACE DOESN'T MEAN EVERYTHING IS OK.

DEEP INSIDE MY BRAIN SOMETHINGS NOT OK. DEEP IN MY HEART I'M FALLING APART. U MAY NOT SEE WHATS HAPPENING 2 ME. JUST NO IF I DIE DON'T B SURPRISED. SUICIDE IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND. IT WONT GO AWAY. IT WILL NEVER STOP. IT FEELS LIKE I MAY JUST DROP. I'M SO INSECURE. I'M LOSING MY MIND BUT WORST OF ALL I THINK I'M LOSING MY LIFE..
**HELP ME....FIND ME....FREE ME...IF ONLY U KNEW HOW 2 REACH ME....