You!!!!

You left before my very eyes
you left before i could say good bye
you left before i could tell you i love you
you left before i could kiss you one last time
you left before i could give you a hug
you left me there crying and alone
you left before i turned into who i am
you should me who to be stronger
you showed me to love
you showed me that people do care if you let them in
you showed me how to be myself
if you hadn't left people would not try to "fix" me
if you hadn't left then i would not be were i am
if you hadn't left then i could be with you
the day you left still hunts my dreams
i can still feel the pain of those who miss you the most
i still hear stories of how great you were
i still want to cry when i hear them
i can't though cause i have to act like nothing is wrong
i can't pretend like nothing ever happened
i can't pretend that i don't love you
i can't hide how much i miss you much longer
if i showed you these then my world of make-believe would fall apart
the fact that your family won't let me go
the fact that they have so many rules on how to be apart of there life
the fact that they drive me crazy
has never stopped me from missing you