I've lost you
And I don't know what to do
I'm in denial constantly saying it isn't true
Hoping one day you'll come around
My self esteem constantly goes down
Being with you I hope it happens someday
I get on my knees and pray to god almost everyday
I've found myself in tears so many years
And now I've proved all my fears
Seeing you with her kinda threw me off
And now I know I finally lost
From my hair too my feet you'll never notice me
So I guess this is god punishing me
