My Cry's

Today I felt...
different from before...
I felt upset...
If not more...
my mother is what made me feel bad...
she smacked me down...
made me realize what a fool I am...
A fool for letting her...
make me feel this way...
She hurt me emotionally...
and she will pay!!
she would rather disown me...
than have me in her life...
I felt like she was stabbing me...
A thousand times...
with her own knife!
if thats what she wants...
then let her do so...
becuase I'm fed up with her!
I think I'll just go!
no...I wont do that...
but, I have a good reason why...
I'll stay for my family...
my friends.
I guess I will just have to cry...
cry for my feelings...
that are left unsaid...
I release them through these teers that I shed...
but, it doesn't help to cry...
not every time...
so I will write how I'm feeling...
like in this poem that rhymes...
Poems express...
how I'm feeling today...
but I am happy to have certain people...
who make me happier...
everyday...