Pale moonlight seeping through windows
this biting pain that noone knows
Thoughts of you keep filling my mind
memories of how bright our love once shined
Evil, little secret hidden in my room
the urges and needs grow and loom
The silent, siren call i cannot resist
one more broken soul on Satans list
Try as so hard i might
i will lose this fight tonight
i just keep losing again and again
i keep remembering how happy id been
This self inflicted in pain
is driving me insane
You hurt me enough when you said 'screw it'
Why must i keep adding to it?
i guess i should forget the past
cuz no matter what it didnt last
now im lost in all my pain
for a love that i cannot regain
Scared and lonely walking up the stairs
mindful of the knowledge that noone cares
Walk in my room and sit on the floor
Crying so hard as the blood starts to pour
Missing you, wishing youd hold me
all this pain i wish you could see
Cut and slice, then wash the blood away
all this becuz you would not stay
i cannot function
on your corruption
Over and over you used me
then threw me away and abused me
but my love for you shall never fade
cuz of all the good memories we made
all this pain comes and goes
all this pain that noone knows
curl up in bed and try to sleep
instead i ly awake and weep
