I’m sitting here crying,
Having hard time believing it’s over,
You keep telling me to move on,
When I know you’re my lover,
Yesterday you said you loved me,
But today you just packed your things and walked out the door,
You were mine and I was yours,
But tell me the reason why you don’t want me anymore,
Is it the way I treated you?
Or the way I pleased you?
Is it the way I partied without you?
Or the way I loved you?
Is it the way I dressed?
Or the way I did my hair,
Is it the way I did my makeup?
Or is when I had an affair,
I don’t even know if I did something wrong,
Or if you left because you got bored,
But I’m sick of trying to find the answers,
When you ain’t picking up you’re phone,
We were suppose to get marry in a month,
We were suppose to share our live together,
But I never thought you would ever leave for no reason,
Because I thought our relationship would last forever,
So now what happens to all the promises that we made,
When you’re not longer with me,
What happens to all the dreams that we suppose to share,
When our relationship isn’t how it use to be,
I can’t let this happen, I refuse to lose you,
I can’t pick up the pieces because I knew you is wrong,
I can’t let 2 years go down the drain without a fight,
Because I know this love we have for each other, isn’t worth moving on,
But I know it’s hard to deal with my life,
I know it’s hard to deal with my family and friends,
So everything they say about you is nothing but nonsense,
Because I would never let our relationship end,
So I refuse to let you go
Because I refuse to say good bye,
So I hope you one day you’ll give me the reason why you walked away,
But until then, I refuse to let the love I have for you die.
