**do you ever wonder why things happen the way they do:** you never expected it to happen or did anything to make it happen:**and you wonder why?:* its one of those unexpected things:** then you sit down and really start to think:** think about the people you love and who is getting hurt by it then you wonder if your the only one that feels the pain:** but then you knowtist that your not:** your not the only one that is feeling lonely and scared... scared for what might happen to him:** if he will fight for himself, or if he is going to be alright?:** what if he is not alright?:** i dont want to loose him or think anymore of loosing him:** im scared for him!:**
