Life Part 1

The blood smeared on the page
the tears made it clearer
as I wrote the story of my life
the day he first hurt me
and how i thought it was alright
but thats untill i found out what "it" really was
it wasn't a game like mommy had thought
something must have been wrong with all the things he bought
he would cuddle right next to me
while watching a movie
i used to fall alseep in his lap
but that was when i was five
and he was twenty-three
he made me feel so dirty
and took awway that little girl
i trie to run away
but he would just chase me
it hurt the most when he'd hold me down
and he'd tried to kiss me
when mom and dad weren't around.