Blame me once again for your sorrow.
There is no more hope for a better future, nor a brighter tomorrow.
Setting my thoughts back to the past.
No more dreams, in my reach, left to fulfill.
Searching through reasons to live on, yet again I find none.
As I lay fast asleep I see an image of you, and me, and a gun.
Aimed toward your head but I shoot myself instead.
Memories flashing before my eyes, of everything you said.
Am I truly the reason behind your agony?
All the time you spent in this world, do you now regret?
Please forgive me for my distance, I just do not want to be hurt once more.
Our most precious moment together fade away.
Would your pain do the same if I shorten my stay in this dreadful life?
Should I swallow my pride and conclude this story with the knife?
I am ending the final chapter tonight.
Thou shall not worry, I will not return back home.
If only you have shown your love then maybe I would not feel so alone.
Allow me to confess something before I go.
I am taking you with me, prepare for the final blow.
I refuse to say I love since you should have known.
