Maybe i am just weird
or maybe i am a fool
but every day gets harder and harder
even when i say every thing is \"cool\"
i have tried to change,
put a smile on my face,
but the more i try
the more i feel like i am faking who i am.
eventually my feelings will change
but till then i have to deal
with the pain of knowing that nothing in my life is realÂÂ
