You were a friend -
A friend with me all the way,
At the start always there;
By the end filled with hate.
For you did this to me
You snatched away my love
Grabbed it wth both hands
For your selfish little self.
He left because i hated life
And because he couldn't cope
With all the tears
I cried each day
The ones i failed to hide.
You knew i wasn't happy -
Struggling so much
And yet you went ahead
You may have slit my throat.
Well thank you for the tears i cry,
And each and every scar,
Humiliation at the full,
And you smile and laugh
About it all
Someday you'll see
Exactly what you've done.
I pity your humour
Can't make sense of it all.
You persist in making things worse -
Telling your story
To anyone who'll hear -
Knowing I'm listening
You get louder still.
But you forget
That I'm used to it
Used to being hurt
I've learnt to hide it well
Doesn't mean i can cope.
Well I'm sick of this life
I've had enough of you games
You have a twisted mind
And yet it's me who has to pay.
Just to think
You were a friend;
A friend with me all the way,
You were there
Right until the end...
Until you pushed me
Too far, today.
not a great poem to say the least but I'm sure someone can relate.
