Why???

Why is it that i love him
why is it that i care
why is it that i always wish
that he is always there

why is it that i want him
why is it that i cry
why is it that i think
if hes not there, then i'll die

maybe it is love,
maybe it's just lust
maybe i should just move on
or stay n wish its not a bust

maybe i should hold on
maybe it'll happen
maybe i should go there
jsut to see and ask him