Drink away your memory

I'll drink away your memory,
drink away the pain,
it feels like you crushed my heart,
every day is filled with rain.

even though I love the rain,
it smells so clean and pure,
it draws me in every time,
almost more than I can endure.

your like the rain to me,
I can't seem to let you go,
I need so much to be over you,
my heart is sinking low.

to drinking away your memory,
take another shot,
soon I won't feel anything,
a little seems like a lot.

time passes by so slowly,
it's hard to find the words
to tell you how I feel,
it all seems so absurd.

I take a step forward,
then another two back,
it almost isn't worth it,
my life doesn't mean jack.

finish a fifth of vodka,
forget your name and mine,
finally I have found a way
to leave the past behind.