Christmas Memory of A Broken Heart

She would go by her day
as if she had nothing else to do.
He was going away from home
and before she never had a clue.
Christmas is coming around
and he's leaving far away.
She stays crying all night
hoping her fears faded away.

As the night got dreary,
she begins to pray at her bed.
She tells the great Lord
to keep her classified in his head.
She only wish he could know
the feelings that she hides.
He's just way to impaired
to see that he's blind.

For Christmas this year
she ask only for one wish.
She wants him to realize
the pain that she anguished.
"Lord, I understand, we don't
get all of what we ask for.
But he's my angel you've sent
and I ask for nothing more."

"I guess it's just a Christmas memory of a broken heart.
Voiding with a crash and fall
that leaves me backsliding apart."
She still cries every night
as the salty tears form in her eye.
She'll love him with all her heart
and her spirit will never die.

**This is not about me!