Fake

My body shakes
my heart quakes
and I can't stop
my eyes wonder
my speech falters
and I can't stop
I can't stop this
I don't want it to end
This crime, this pain
I can't help but defend
I've never wanted so much pain
it's the thing that drives me insane
The sweet, painful breaths I take
Help me know that I'm awake
I never want to fall again
I don't want this to break
So I remind myself constantly
That all forms of love are fake